Yes, I held Caesar- Can you believe it!! I can't. I sincerely can't. "Never in a million!" I woulda said six months ago. I feel so proud and I can tell you it does wonders for your self esteem.

I wish the same for you. And so I offer you this gift: I encourage you to play a little game with yourself and dip the tippy tip of your toe in the water... or jump right in. Be brave and just do it. All the courage it took to take that step is multiplied a hundred times in the rewards you'll receive. Try it, you'll like it!

© 2001 Raphael Blue

Special thanks to my loving boyfriend (and of course to Caesar) for his understanding, patience and kindness ... the atmosphere in which all good miracles are cultivated!